Sensual Introduction.

Welcome Darlings,

I’m so happy to share my words here with you all.

It feels really good to finally have a safe place where I can completely express whatever is on my mind. My mind is a constant portal of curiosity and seeking further understanding beyond the normal mind. I can’t wait to dig deeper into mine and your interests, curiosities imaginations, thoughts, questions, fantasies and more; to hopefully help each other discover a bit of who we are. I’ll be sharing here with you all my personal journey. My meaning here is to further explain it all in detail along the way and not feel judged because well…. it’s my own space. This is where I’ll post my mind in many different ways and if I can influence anyone by my own personal journey well that means a lot to me because to me this is all very important and is something I truly enjoy. What's most important to me personally is the discovery of ones self love. If you know me, you would know this has been a plan in the making for many years. Seriously my plans have never changed since I was a teenager. I just knew it wasn’t the right time until I really grasped the true genuine meaning of this all. Which wasn't until recently and it'll always be an endless portal of learning. I’ve always bottled up a lot of ideas and have kept many things to myself but I’ve hit a point in my life where I’m now ready to share with anyone who cares to listen. I’m finally becoming the woman I want to become and learning to love. It’s a forever journey once again and always will be, be patient. If I can influence any woman and men to hold the confidence and self love that I hold now, I’m happy. So with that comes to follow my plans of expressing just how amazing it is to be a sensual woman. I adore it so much.  It’s the best thing ever.

I love woman, I love men and I love sex.

This is something I’m very passionate about. Sex can be so beautiful and I’m here to remind you of that in every way. My goal is to document my self love and sex life from today on. My discovering of my sexuality and body is something I hold dearest to me and can’t wait to look back on it someday like my own personal journal. My sensual life is something I want to look back on and remember forever. It's not as busy as it may seem, in fact my life is very quiet and enjoy most of my time on my own. I'm just a creative lover girl. I have many goals of steering the sex industry into a more positive light. I’m sure you’re probably thinking well how do I plan on doing that? My options are endless as a creative. Maybe I just might decide to direct  porn, come out with my own sex book like Madonna , bringing old style vintage pornography back to life like in the magazines our grandparents used to hide under their beds? There were some beautifully captured pictures back then, don't you agree? You know when they actually cared to photograph every little detail of the natural human body man and woman… skin to skin. You could just smell the good sex from the photographs. The not shaved pussies, detailed cocks with the granny couches in the background. What about the marketing “black on blondes” catalogs, those photos would make me laugh.. Personally sex used to be fun, it had meaning you know a sort of thing to it that just made it seem corny but a bit more genuine and real? Now it's just all the same, no substance and or creativity. The goosebumps, hairs and different shades of it all, everything that naturally makes our bodies beautiful was presented and now it's all sort of lost. My goal is to steer away from the negative of the sex industry because sex can be beautiful. l am so excited to see where this all takes me. Some day I may decide I’ll build a community here where we can all just anonymously discuss our desires and what we can’t get off our minds? We need to discuss sex more. I genuinely think we don’t discuss this enough. Which counts for those in a relationship too. Please know discussing sex is very important single or in a relationship. My personal opinion is we don't do it enough unless someone initiates and that's one of my purposes here. I have many amazing further ideas for you all and will express everything not only through my writing but through all of my art in every single way I’m able to express it. I’ve had a lot of confessions worth holding in my life and I need to set them free through my ideas. So here we are with all of this. 

Welcome again,

This is going to be a space where we can play around with our sexuality, questions and curiosities etc. We truly all have them. It’s up to us whether we decide to ignore them and do nothing about it at all or discover what it all means and take actions or just leave them in the back of our minds to never be discussed again; until they potentially eat us alive. The people around us have an influence in all of this and unfortunately most times is the reason we ignore such things. Please don't just ignore it. That's why I'm here to help those introduce such interests in their lives. Personally I think casual vanilla sex the rest of my life would eat me alive too. We tend to be so focused on pleasing every one around us in every way what about really truly pleasing ourselves? But also are we really even pleasing our partners to our full potential? and or ourselves even? The reality of it all is we can think it’s something we can forget but our thoughts follow us forever. We may not realize it but they will always be there in the background. How can you expect to be sexually satisfied completely ever if you don’t express your own feelings and or at least listen to them and or discuss them? It’s a process of discovering who you are and personally this is important. My personal belief is the purest form of self love is through understanding your sexuality meaning completely. It all stems through you. That’s been my personal story. Just like everyone else I’m just trying to figure it all out myself and for those interested we’re here to figure it out together. The relationship of sexual learning is what makes it so unique even if you’ve had bad or boring experiences and or barely any at all. It all depends what you search or seek. I’ve made a few mistakes in my life and had great ones and it's all just something to learn from. There really is beauty in all experiences. I hold no regret because all experiences have given me lessons in finding myself in the end of what I want and well, what I don’t. I can’t wait to go more in depths about everything within the erotic mind because the way you can spice up your sex life is truly endless. Personally with me having barely any responsibilities I just know my 30’s are going to be spicy as a single woman. My mind is constantly searching for answers. My soul goes in to deep depth of exploration. So, What is it you truly want Rebekah?

There’s many things to reveal inside of us. Though I’m knowledgeable with certain things, other things I’m still learning and unpacking. The things we reveal slowly inside of us, set us free and the more we discover within ourselves makes us feel whole… more alive .That’s when we can then love others truly and hold nothing but genuine love within our lives. “If you don’t love yourself how can you love anybody else” This is very true and you'd be surprised how many people will never actually experience this, sadly they may pretend but the feeling within your soul is something else. It's more than just cosmetic changes and or the reflections we see of ones self. When you genuinely love yourself completely nothing else matters. You don’t consume jealousy and it will never be a part of your life while never being in competition with yourself and or any one , ever for anything nor ever comparing. Which alone helps to steer the way you look at yourself an others in a positive light helping you to love genuinely. Personally for me that’s my sexual journey and the relationship I have built with my body is well, mine. It’s so personal and beautiful to me. It’s given me the confidence and self love I hold today. I almost love myself completely.  I’m not perfect but some day I can shape myself to be somewhat close enough in my own eyes. This journey is like a book and the last chapter will be the love of my life. The beautiful family I create in the end.

Sex is so beautiful. 

Love is so beautiful

I’m in love with everything about it.

I hope nothing but the purest of self love for you all because then we are one step closer to making this world a better place of love, good sex and endless orgasms.

You deserve it.

~ Z